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HI!
This is my first blog, so I want you share some things about my personality.
And how will I acomplish that....
A friend of mine sent me not so long ago a definition of a LEO (yes, that's my sign) WOMAN.
So I read it carefully, and answered him the most honest answer I had.
Here you have it:

Well then... Wow....
I must admit there are some things that match my personality I'll tell you what they are:
I love sex - I don't put it out for sale.
I like man admiring me - what woman doesn't.
I have to be important to my mate - not the only one, it's impossible and egoistic to assume I'm the only woman on earth.
I want to stay free so I can go out and bring you new worlds on a silver platter.
I stopped being a hunter when I was 18. It's boring, no challenge.
I have self respect.
I am generous sentimentally and materially.
I'm not impulsive - I'm spontaneous and fast.
My feelings are so deep - I don't fetch them and put them out so often, because they are too broad to handle for most of the people. I've tried...
I don't "fall in love" often, and that's why I don't STAY in love often.
I haven't met the person that made me respect and admire him and actually made me want to show him who I am, uncut - when this will happen all my "netiná nafshit" (that's hebrew for something like giving your soul/heart out) will pour vastly and unlimitedly into that connection. Until then, you can think my feelings are superficial.
My sexual desire fades when you stop taking initiative and when you don't laugh with me.
Also when you stop surprising me and all you have to tell me is "as you wish".
I need changes.
I am not lazy AT ALL.
I never "shokedet al shmarai" (hebrew for staying put) - It's like stopping to breath.
I am loyal heart and soul-wise - not sex-wise.
I get tired of being in the spotlight constantly - I cherish my privacy.
I'm a peace and match maker.
I don't expect people to behave this way or another - so I don't get disappointed - so you can mistake that for not caring.
When I'm having an emotional breakdown - you won't see me around, I'll deal with it alone.
Ideals - limit you.
I have talent - but not to make myself miserable. It's pathetic.
Money - comes and goes, like everything else.
When I have it - I spend it on you, me, it's for sharing.
When I don't - I don't miss it.
I love to pumper myself - it makes me happy.
Side effect: YOU will be happy.
Material things - A friend once told me: "You know why you have so many beautiful things? You don't give them any importance, you don't get attached to them and you're not afraid of loosing them. That's why they always come to YOU".
I like decorating my surroundings - I love creating different magical worlds where you can get lost and smile or think or rest or explore or go or stay.
I am surrounded with red things - alive warm passionate color.
היא מעניקה מתנות יקרות
(she gives expensive gifts)
If I have money - if I don't, they won't be expensive, they'll be as always with or without money, rich with feelings.
I throw THE BEST parties.
I am the perfect hostess.
I'm not selective with people - I like meeting new spirits.
I don't assume man should worship me as their mate - when you worship, like in any religion, you are denied of your right to question things.
Nothing is to be taken for granted.
When I smile - it's honest.
If i don't feel it - i don't smile.
I don't judge anybody - who am I to do so?
If you're with me and you shut your eyes and all you see is me - you bore me. Take a look around, feel, learn, taste, then share it with me.
I don't know if I have a sense of humor - I make MYSELF laugh all the time; how do you call THAT?
I laugh a lot out loud.
I have a natural talent for looking at the sunny side of life, people and situations.
Also for turning dark into brightness - you want to call it cheap comedy? ok by me as long as it makes you happy.
I am very creative - everything I do comes from it: feelings, deeds, food, singing, kissing, loving, caring, understanding... You are the creator of your own life, so make it colorful.
I am intellectually adventurous - new intellectual horizons make me want more.
Sometimes it's hard to work with me - it's a vision thing: I go far with it. Can you follow?
Routine makes me uncomfortable - I can't take things for granted, I'm too thankful.
המרחקים קוסמים לה.
(she's charmed by far far away land's)
All sorts of them - emotional, intellectual, sexual, geografical, metaphisical, concrete, abstract, you name it.
I don't yearn for anything - I go and get it.
As I go I learn about romanticism - I'm too original to be ordinarily romantic.
Spanish stairways in Rome don't turn me on - but they have their own charm.
I'm a perfectionist - I love criticism when it comes from an honest point of view.
And I can tell the difference - be sure of that.
I told you before:
I am the only person I have to share my life with 24/7 - I won't fuss and fight, I'll learn from my mistakes, forgive and forget, and go on.
This is a process that happens before you even start to realize what was it all about.
I am humble - I'm not better than anybody else.
I know what I have to offer - don't have to show it off.
I just want to be happy and see you smile.
I think it's easy.
Don't you?